I was really hoping that I would have a great dream last night that would tell me what I needed to do. I did have some dreams and I woke up after everyone of them but none really helped. He was in one of them but I don't really remember it. Although I do remember it not being very clear.
I'm currently watching "16 and Pregnant" on MTV. It so makes me want a baby. And seeing what a crap father the guy on the show is just reminds me of how great a father Michael would be. The really weird thing is that a few months I was really ok if I never had kids and now I want them. But I think part of that maybe just being alone now. On one hand this isn't as hard as my breakup with Paul but on the other hand is totally worse.
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